Sun – Lilith Conjunction – The Royal Narcissist

Lilith is called the Black Moon because it reflects the dark depth of the subconscious, where the ray of awareness has not yet entered. It reflects deep instincts that promise a pleasure the person cannot refuse. Astronomically, it is the apogee of the Moon, the point farthest from Earth. When the Sun passes through it at the time of the native’s birth, it illuminates and brings to the forefront the darkest, most damaged, and most distorted traits of character, especially those that were present in the family line but skillfully suppressed.

Such people may become demons in the flesh or incredibly charismatic, sexually magnetic leaders. Much depends on the zodiac sign and level of spiritual development, but the dark side will attract the native like a magnet, and throughout life they will have to overcome temptations. Otherwise, the person may surrender to them, becoming an egoist, a consumer of pleasures, and a tormentor of loved ones.

Features of the Sun – Lilith Conjunction

This aspect affects the person’s character more than events, since Lilith, as a fictitious point, cannot create events on its own. However, a person whose basic solar principles are turned inside out by the conjunction with Lilith will naturally act differently from someone whose Sun is in exaltation or fall.

The question of ego is so painful and acute for the person that they do everything possible to push their personal uniqueness into the foreground. The problem is that if they are not truly a valuable specialist or the artistic and vivid person they want to appear to be, from the outside this looks like arrogance and snobbery.

With the Sun – Lilith conjunction, Lilith literally draws creative energy out of the luminary, feeding on it and forcing the person to act constantly. Since it is usually easier to destroy than to create, the native may begin destroying relationships, wasting money, and lying for no reason. At the same time, they are quite aware of the dark side of their consciousness and may even identify with it, seeing themselves as a complete villain or tyrant. Few natives with the Lilith – Sun conjunction can free themselves from the feeling of unworthiness and inadequacy caused by the realization that their dependence on the negative is too strong.

However, in a conjunction, the participants of the aspect create a symbiosis of contradictory personal energies, so most often the person:

• tries with all their might to prove their importance to others;
• is strongly dependent on outside opinion, not only about themselves, but also about loved ones, and may be ready to destroy them if people significant to the native are dissatisfied with them;
• exaggerates their virtues and appearance, falling into self-admiration because of deep inner insecurity;
• suffers from a sense of insignificance, reacts defensively to compliments, and does not believe they can be loved simply as they are, which is the extreme manifestation of the aspect.

From the psychological point of view, this is a classic narcissist. It is difficult for the person to care for others because the focus of attention revolves exclusively around themselves. They may not feel compassion, pity, or sympathy for anything that is not connected with them personally.

Positive Manifestations of the Lilith – Sun Conjunction

Sometimes the person is aware of their egoism and narcissism and honestly warns new acquaintances about them. If those people are ready to give the native plenty of admiration and love, with only a minimum of careful criticism, the person is ready to move mountains.

The best manifestation of this aspect is being filled with the energy of creativity and childlike spontaneity. The native does not recognize prohibitions or social conventions, but may spontaneously stand out from the crowd by starting to dance in the street to good music, or without the slightest doubt walk into the office of the head of any institution without waiting in line and get what they want.

The strengths of the Lilith – Sun conjunction:

• sexual magnetism, charm, and charisma;
• bright emotionality, openness, and impulsive actions under the influence of intuition, which lead to good results even when there seems to be no reason for this;
• strong immunity — Lilith needs the Sun’s energy and indirectly generates it, which gives incredible vitality and endurance even during an epidemic;
• luck in matters connected with the House and sign of the aspect;
• an understanding of the horrors of the negative energies of Lilith’s sign and a desire to expose them in oneself and others through creativity or a chosen field of activity, especially if the aspect affects the First, Sixth, Tenth, or Eleventh House.

These are true lovers of life, people who adore entertainment and the enjoyment of all life’s pleasures. Even when they fall into despondency, they will never go as far as suicide.

Working Through the Sun – Lilith Conjunction

Every narcissist craves power and the feeling of being needed. This desire will become the engine of progress for the native. Instead of acting aggressively toward the world and toward people who do not see them as a star without sufficient proof, the person should develop themselves as much as possible and actively participate in public activity.

The main mistake of such people is the need to become a hero immediately, without performing heroic deeds and, even more so, without routine work on themselves. However, if they understand that this is necessary for career advancement, they are capable of temporarily remaining in supporting roles.

Without power and high social status, the native will torment the family with aggression and fault-finding, asserting themselves at the expense of loved ones. Therefore, it is necessary to build a career and raise the financial level.

The person should rely on the active qualities of the Sun according to the sign where it is placed. In that case, it becomes possible to achieve almost any goal with ease, especially by using creative gifts and an unusual creative approach to solving problems.

If the native frees themselves from self-punishment, the feeling of unworthiness because of dirty thoughts, temptation by the dark side, past mistakes, aggression, and envy, they will gain protection from any destructive actions, as well as unlimited energy potential for embodying their boldest ideas.  ✓